Diary Entry 001

never had a fear of heights

always had a fear of here

always had a fear of falling

deeper within myself

too far ahead to be living in the present

never had a problem disappearing to the past

i can’t seem to get past my own issues

only when i’m looking down through the clouds

do i feel bigger than it all

i’d rather be flying

rather be anywhere than where i am

the grass is always greener

until you get there

i’ve been lost so long

i’m thinking i’m found

permanently drifting

yet forever a citizen

that doesn’t feel at home

here

am i ever really here

rather be suspended

in between

rather be flying

 

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